April has started. The school itself
seems to twitch and shuffle restlessly as a large and tired
mass. Two more months and the blissful road of summer
stretches before us. Seniors rejoice because in a week,
grades, the constant torment of four years, will be locked,
and they may not have to worry about them for five more
months! As we draw into the most busy, crammed, and annoying
part of the school year, the generally fidgety mood sends a
clear message: we students are officially loading the last
bullets into our mental rifles.
AP exams, finals, and a mindless barrage
of standardized testing. Many students seem to be pressed in
books perpetually, the impact of college
acceptance-determining grades and scores stamping itself
firmly onto their wrinkled foreheads and harassed faces. The
pressure’s on, but the timing’s off. If only these tests
could’ve planned their attack for a better time, say, a few
months ago when we were lucid. But, no, the testing season
is far too strategic an offensive army to strike at a
convenient time; it’s an enemy that knows when our mental
clocks are slowly shutting down. When we start to slacken
our grips and wits. We honestly feel like valiant soldiers
in a massive war effort, heaving the last of our selves into
battle.
Of course, I exaggerate. This time of the
year, albeit stressful, is probably the one most remembered
by students later on. And at the end, exemptions await many
of us; pressures are off and for two blissful weeks in May
we can sink into our couches and laugh easily at stupid
things. We may be soldiers, but we’re certainly not the
doomed Norse gods walking towards the inevitable end of
humanity. Yearbooks, prom, watching the seniors graduate.
Rewards definitely pepper the end of the year calendar.
But first the dreaded April. What a great
month.